HAIZ..BAD DAY AGAIN...
been feelin really upset and stuffs..


in fact i havent had a GOOD one day this yr.
everything jus doesn't seem to go my way..
i jus feel so sad, lousy, hmms i dunno!
troubled!
tht's jus soo many things on my mind!
in my heart!

i wanna give it to the Lord..jus throw away everything!
maybe then would i feel better..


i really want things to be like last yr!
when everything was soo much simple!
so much perfecter!
so much carefree!
so much better!


i'm going to breakdown soon..
actually i alr have..
but im goin break down even harder AGAIN.

haiz.
i jus wanna go to a world where i dun have to care about anything!
i'll MAYBE then be happy!


which is jus something i wish cos it's not reality..
*snaps*and i wake up again..

i'm trying!
i really am!
to make things right!

but somehow it ALWAYS ends up wrong!
i really really dun know what to do!
someone help me please!!):